what the heck, why not

I had to log in to leave a comment on another blog and figured, why not write one myself. Not that much has happened in like the 5 days since I've written, but that's ok. I will be on to my next adventure in about 48 hours. The time has come for me to travel back to school, which, honestly, I'm dreading. I've mentioned before that each time I've had to return to school over the last two or so years, has been harder than the time before. *Fingers cossed that this will be my last year* and hopefully there will be just a few more goodbyes until, as my b.f. puts it, "No more good-byes, it's only hello." I've been so blessed to be able to attend college away from home and haven't really dealt with as much homesickness as I could have, or seen others go through, but being away from those you love and who love you, is difficult to say the least, especially having gone to college knowing no one at my school or in the area. All of my relationships at school and in that part of the country have been built from nothing, and no one I know at home knows the people at school and vice versa...I guess it's kind of like living two lives in a way. Not so much that I'm two people as I'm just this one person living two lives half-a-continent apart and trying to integrate myself in to both of them. I guess it's helped me grow up, but sometimes it still feels like I'm living two separate lives-I mean, I have two beds, two sets of clothing, two desks, two planners, two cars (my Honda at school, the old family car that I drive when I'm home)...it's just a little weird is what I'm trying to say, and I'm glad that this dual existence is limited to just another year or so. :)

-Me.